elusive and downright befuddling
it's clear You're speaking.
it's fuzzy - Your meaning.
right now all i can do is perk up
and listen to the You inside me.
but You're outside.
separate.
one.
You and i are One.
or was it one?
godliness with contentment is great gain.
godliness, a question i don't want to answer.
afraid to find myself wanting,
disgusted to find myself succeeding at religion.
was there a middle ground?
what the hell does it mean to be like You?
godliness with contentment is great gain.
contentment, a question i hope You answer.
are You content with this?
i hope so.
are You content with the fact that i am only content if You are?
is that love?
or have we discovered another limp,
another break,
another pathway to be rerouted?
godliness with contentment is great gain.
have i gained when my world is so entirely gray?
the puzzle pieces have obscured,
everything blends together. . .
everything is nothing, and nothing, everything.
sweet Jesus Christ my clarity
sweet Jesus Christ my sanity
-r
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