in between

I am hoping that I am simply 'in between' right now. In between what, I don't know. I know what is behind, I have no clue what lays ahead, but I can only hope that life is way more than this. I feel like I may be standing on the edge of something good and wonderful, most likely difficult and trying at the same time. But surely, there has to be more than this. So for now, I hover in an awkward transition, savoring the sweet moments, like having Jeremy beside me, and hoping to forget the less wonderful moments, like seeing that my bank account is once again, overdrawn. As has been said time and time again, this too shall pass. Right?